So its been thirty days since I last went up to work and so much as changed in that time. I feel different and yet feel like nothing has happened or changed. So much excitement and growth have happened over the last 30 days I don’t fully know how to describe it. I feel that looking back now I should have taken more time on the last few days to reflect on the whole journey I was going thru.
A little recap and ramble on about my adventure seem to be the best way to help myself attempt to evaluate everything that happened and the growth I experienced.
Week one I got a strong lesson in humble patience as I prepared for the wedding. Which surprise surprise the week ended in a very successful wedding with only minimal cake smashing. Thankfully I do not have any photos of that currently. Afterwards, I got tasked with preparing the honeymoon. I figured out all the details and not to toot my own horn too much but I think I did a great job at surprising Chelsea and treating her since she did so much work and planning for the wedding itself. This week had so much and strangely enough a lot of opposites it was weird. By that I mean the first part of the week I was a follower and had to learn to let others order me around and trust in their plan and vision. At the end, I had the opposite role as Chelsea had to trust my blind instructions and prep that the honeymoon was going to go smoothly and that I didn’t forget something.
Week two was pretty different compared to the other ones. This week was our honeymoon and I don’t know if I learned much as most of the time was just spent alone or with Chelsea relaxing on a cruise ship. We did get a lot of opportunities to learn more about ourselves and each other. We pushed each other outside our normal comforts and that was an interesting thing to get over our little hold-ups. I also took this time to start reading which as a note made me feel a lot smarter/cooler when I was reading on a balcony overlooking the ocean.
Week three was finally a chance initially to just relax and do absolutely nothing. Being one of the few times I was truly free without a schedule I took this opportunity to embrace the joy of freedom and didn’t schedule or plan anything out. If something came up I would go and do it and my day went just randomly. It was weird and I did enjoy just enjoying the day as it was presented but felt really out of my comfort zone doing absolutely no planning. The week ended back to my normal-ish way of having some decent planning. I spent the weekend in DFW and back home in Sherman. I was able to volunteer at the Muckfest for MS and spent the entire day running around attempting to look like I know what I was doing while helping people. Afterwards, that evening was my mothers surprise birthday party where my siblings and I all showed up in Sherman without her knowledge. It was great spending time with my folks and my siblings just like when we were all little.
Week four was initially planned to be a repeat of last week with me spending some time with friends and by myself to relax, reflect and enjoy the last few days of freedom. It did start out like that initially but quickly changed as what started as a normal week ended with a lot of excitement and is bringing with it a lot of lessons and stress. Chelsea and I took this time to start looking for a house and have been looking for some time. Although we don’t have a house picked out yet we have started to eliminate houses down to a short list of finalist and are “enjoying” the whole process that is home buying. And silly me underestimating the work and stress this does has been a “joyous” event so far.
All in all, I’m so very glad and blessed I was given this opportunity to go on this sabbatical journey. I will admit as shocking as it might be I am glad to be going back to work as I was getting a little stir crazy missing my common routine and daily schedules. I’m so excited to see all of my friends faces some of whom I haven’t spoken to in over a month. During my time off I became somewhat of a recluse and took the time to be anti-social in a way and focus on myself, immediate family and goals I had for this time. Im sure I’ll want to retract the previous statements shortly after waking up tomorrow early for the first time in thirty days.